I feel really lonely… I have spent the last 2 days laid in bed watching Netflix, granted today I had food poisoning.
I feel like I have no purpose anymore, my depression is getting worse after a year of it being kinda stable and it just sucks.
I want to feel beautiful and I want to feel like I can make my dreams come true, but I have no energy and no ability to care or do what I love anymore.
I want to travel and maybe get away from it all for a while… but I don’t have that kind of money.
I miss making videos, making music and being happy.